Jae Han
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10:10 PM

I tricked myself into falling in love with you and I succeeded. Then I tried to trick myself into falling out of love with you and I failed.. miserably. 

10:28 PM
April 18th, 2013

I can’t wait till I’m able to leave this place. To break away from the confinement of this city and of its people. I just want to go across the nation and leave the ruined friendships, stupid mistakes, unspoken words, anger, and broken heart behind. I want the endless tears to finally stop falling and to find true contentment and self satisfaction in my own life. 

I feel like I have no purpose here. No meaning or significance to anyone around me. I want to feel wanted. But this is not the time and place for that. So I need to leave. 

I can’t wait till I’m able to leave this place. To break away from the confinement of this city and of its people…

12:28 AM

itsjaehan:

I’m so tired of your inconsistent attitude.

If you want me around, then you do. If not then you don’t.

Such a waste of my time trying to figure you out.. Ugh  

9:31 PM

Before I had my own license, he always took me places. Places we needed to be or places we wanted to go to. Of all places and with all the time in the fucking world.. he always chose to “talk” in the car whenever we were on our way somewhere. Whether it was a rant, critique, or a simple reminder of my importance to him. His voice was gentle yet projecting. His words always kind with a little sting to them. He always had a contagious smile that still seemed sad and laughed a laugh that brightened my day yet it sounded so weak. Despite all of the small downfalls of his actions and words his voice was gentle, his words kind, his smile contagious, his laugh brightening, and his existence important. And always .. his words and actions always sincere. I’ve fallen in love with him. 

tiramisu-tea: hi guys hi do yu remember wen i was going to do a giveaways back in like october omf wen my dad was going to china but then i got really lazy and ended up not. bUT LIKE MY DADS GOING BACK TO CHINA AGAIN IN MARCH AND IVE BEEN IN A REALLY GOOD MOOD RECENTLY SO ILL be doing a massive 2013 giveaway ;u; ilu okok yesterday i reached my ultimate goal dat ive had since i joined tumblr omf so thank u all like iduno wut id do without u guys. im feeling really generous rn because i just ate red bean sushi and it was so yummy guys so 10 winners will be chosen u_u 7 will be chosen from random.org and i will personally choose 3 winners that i feel indebted to otl dats a really strange word choice but basically 3 people whom i feel the most grateful towards, ive met so many nice people that’s honestly done so much for me and helped me in so many ways and as shallow as this sounds the best i can do is pay yu back thru gifts /cry  rules: mbf me lol i think thats pretty self explanatory since this is for my followers you may reblog as many times as you want but please be mindful of your followers.  likes count but i will only select a maximum of 2 winners that liked it you may not use any giveaway side blogs information shipping is worldwide  your askbox must be open and if you dont reply within 24 hours a new winner will be selected start: today, 29/01/2013 ends: 29/04/2013 since most of my followers belong in the kfashion community so the first 3 winners will receive: an outfit they like from taobao.com this can include sweaters, dresses, leggings etc the cut off price will be 130 yuan (shoes are around 20 yuan, sweaters around 80 yuan and there are many accessories, shirts, leggings etc u can purchase for around 8 yuan) i am willing to let you shop to a maximum of 130 yuan, examples are the above pictures which are all found from taobao (edited by kangyaru~thank yu jiao^^)  keep in mind that im not limiting this purchase to taobao only, taobao is the only site ive used but ive realized that almost all the kfashion sites we use to edit also ship to china so you may widen your shopping range to other sites too (here is a list of kfashion sites) the next 4 winners will receive: anything from the above stores worth of 80 yuan a rilakkuma pouch and makeup/pencil case that i purchased last month  the last 3 winners that i choose personally will recieve: 80 yuan worth of purchase that they can choose from sites that ship to china (ill have to look over the sites, if i dont think its reliable then youll hav to choose another) rilakkuma pouch + pencil case bap, shinee, or rilakkuma face mask eg.   shinee necklace 
2:04 PM

itsjaehan:

Just when I was trying to forget about you
I just had to hear the kind and touching words you once spoke of me.
Thanks. Thanks a lot.

2:04 PM
65069) I am going insane.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders, via itsjaehan)

11:01 PM
11:01 PM"Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning,
They do not go gentle into that good night."

— Dylan Thomas (via itsjaehan)
12:23 AM

My fears used to control my life. But now those fears? They give me a reason to move forward. To be a better person in every aspect so those fears don’t become reality.

8:53 PM

You’ve become more than a friend to me and I’m scared that my feelings will ruin this friendship. I’m sorry for my feelings. I’m sorry for my thoughtlessness. But I just really want you to know that you’re the last string attached to me that’s keeping me sane. So please don’t leave my side. Because I might just turn away from everything I once believed in and run. Run far, far away. 

itsjaehan: Haircut :3
5:42 PM
This place of happiness..

Whether it is real or not, can we just stay in this place? In this calmness and peace. I need it. I think we both do. 

(Source: han-jaehee)